Monday, July 10, 2006

Grrr...Why is this SO Hard?????

I should be in bed...or at least trying to relax and get some sleep. But, I am sitting here wanting to cut into my skin and make a box of Mac n' Cheese and throw it up. The worst thing is I don't know WHY.

I can think of some superficial reasons...but nothing really deep down and all that "fun" stuff. Maybe some of it is carry over from my faux pas from last week and not being able to resolve anything since I won't see Rob until Thursday. Maybe it is house sitting...I don't know how to be alone anymore. I really don't. As much as my mom drives me least there is another person around. This is pathetic.

Besides giving in being a really, really bad choice...the only other reason I'm not is that I don't want to break my streaks. That be a lousy reason...but it's all I got right now!


Tina said...

Praying for you!

And yes, baseball is fun no matter how ya get it! LOL

Dreaming again said...

take me out to the ball game
take me out to the crowd
by me some peanuts and cracker jacks
I don't care if I never get back
..... cause then I'd be in California!!!!!!!!!!!!