Ummmm....

There is so much I want to say to Rob and feel frozen.

My world no longer works for me and I get that. But I feel like we are going at light speed to change stuff and I really can't handle it.

I think the hardest part is that I do not have the support I had four years ago when I began the process (which I prematurely ran from). I should say I don't have the real time support. That is soooo hard.