Saturday, August 14, 2004


Tomorrow I leave for "home." So Cal still feels like home...even though I grew up here. Anxiety has given way to excitement and while I can't forget what is happening here...I need to try and put it aside as much as possible next week. I know me...I can let it cloud everything and I am going to try and NOT let that happen.

As Rob was giving me my hug goodbye he said something about my SP not realizing the gem hehad and he'd better before he loses me. That was incredibly sweet and really what I needed to keep me from being mush and self-destructive last night.

So much to process. So much to think about.

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