I have made food into a MORAL issue. Rob was having me sit with my eyes closed as he was telling me food was ok, etc. Each time I was unable to stay with that I had to open my eyes. Not sure we made it the whole time.
Anyway, as we were talking about it and me saying food wasn't ok...he said that I must think it's OK as I eventually eat. I looked at him and said, "Just because it's OK doesn't make it right."
I have turned food into a MORAL issue. That was an eye-opener!
That and I have taken it off my basic needs for life. Water…probably not enough…but check. Air…I breathe in and out like I am supposed to…God? Yuppers! Food? Ummmm….NO!
I am very stuck with it. Not sure what to do with it or if I want to. Rob was walking me through the “what happens if” scenario. No water…you could die, don’t breathe…you die, don’t eat after a LONG period of time…you can die. I looked at him and said, “This is a bad thing?” He ignored that. Nice to know he thinks I don’t mean it!
Right now I am sorry I brought anything up having to do with food itself. I don’t even remember what we were discussing before I walked in his office and decided that food issues were more important than whatever we were doing.
Anyway, as we were talking about it and me saying food wasn't ok...he said that I must think it's OK as I eventually eat. I looked at him and said, "Just because it's OK doesn't make it right."
I have turned food into a MORAL issue. That was an eye-opener!
That and I have taken it off my basic needs for life. Water…probably not enough…but check. Air…I breathe in and out like I am supposed to…God? Yuppers! Food? Ummmm….NO!
I am very stuck with it. Not sure what to do with it or if I want to. Rob was walking me through the “what happens if” scenario. No water…you could die, don’t breathe…you die, don’t eat after a LONG period of time…you can die. I looked at him and said, “This is a bad thing?” He ignored that. Nice to know he thinks I don’t mean it!
Right now I am sorry I brought anything up having to do with food itself. I don’t even remember what we were discussing before I walked in his office and decided that food issues were more important than whatever we were doing.
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Hmm instresting..I never thought of food in the light of a moral issue, but I could see how it could become one. HMMM
I can think of a dozen things I want to say here ... I can't say them all, so I won't say any of them ... just know ... I'm thinking about you ...
Wow. Now THAT was a line crossed, I think. Once something moves from a "have to" to a "must do" it has so much more power over us.
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