Friday, January 28, 2005


I have made food into a MORAL issue. Rob was having me sit with my eyes closed as he was telling me food was ok, etc. Each time I was unable to stay with that I had to open my eyes. Not sure we made it the whole time.

Anyway, as we were talking about it and me saying food wasn't ok...he said that I must think it's OK as I eventually eat. I looked at him and said, "Just because it's OK doesn't make it right."

I have turned food into a MORAL issue. That was an eye-opener!

That and I have taken it off my basic needs for life. Water…probably not enough…but check. Air…I breathe in and out like I am supposed to…God? Yuppers! Food? Ummmm….NO!

I am very stuck with it. Not sure what to do with it or if I want to. Rob was walking me through the “what happens if” scenario. No water…you could die, don’t breathe…you die, don’t eat after a LONG period of time…you can die. I looked at him and said, “This is a bad thing?” He ignored that. Nice to know he thinks I don’t mean it!

Right now I am sorry I brought anything up having to do with food itself. I don’t even remember what we were discussing before I walked in his office and decided that food issues were more important than whatever we were doing.


iamnettie said...

Hmm instresting..I never thought of food in the light of a moral issue, but I could see how it could become one. HMMM

Dreaming again said...

I can think of a dozen things I want to say here ... I can't say them all, so I won't say any of them ... just know ... I'm thinking about you ...

Cliff said...

Wow. Now THAT was a line crossed, I think. Once something moves from a "have to" to a "must do" it has so much more power over us.