What is it they say? When you are at the end of your rope...tie a knot and hang on? The rope is about ready to quickly slip through my fingers and I am not sure if I have time to tie a knot. I get my apartment cleaned up and that is the only loose end I care about. Others can deal with the rest.

I can't do this...I can't believe my own mother won't help me...I can't believe I have no place left to turn.